i haf nve been tis betrayed in my entire life.. i tink its my fault.. i did not spend enough time with him.. yupzz.. its so my fault.. i brought tis upon myself... n im startin to hate myself for it... so tis was wat life is all abt.. u make a mistake.. pay e price, learn ur lesson.. pick urself up.. n walk on.. in tt case i rather not fall in love..
its not uraina's fault.. but i can't help but feel jealous.. not because of e "attraction" she has but i haf lost something very precious to her.. i can lose everything to her.. my grades everything.. but tis is e last straw.. im such a loser... eventhough wat seems to b mine.. was all e while not mine.. talia talia wat were u tinkin.. my mother was rite.. nothin lasts forever...
-it lasted forever.. yet ended so soon-
jen told me guys like him.. not worth it.. i wonder if its true... forgive n forget.. easier said then done.. does anyone noes how much it hurts? i rather die then get betrayed.. so yeahh.. i juz feel lyk he can't b forgiven.. God help me forgive him.. but even if i am managed to.. wat we had is destroyed.. so hey talia its either u leave tis behind.. or move on...
wat shud it b.. i feel lyk givin up.. i hate tis.. i hate it.. do u noe how much beta life wud b if i wan nve involved
no u duno wat its like to feel lyk tis
u beta stop.. before u tear me all apart
he already did.. maybe tis was wat love is all abt.. im sad.. but yet i dun haf e rite to.. he is not mine.. i shud not b so possesive.. so yeah... let things pass... i wonder wat kind of decision i wil make at e end of e day..
ur messin up my life.. wastin all my time..
"The wise men in the storm prays to God, not for safety from danger, but for deliverance from fear." Ralph Waldo Emerson